daddy's grammatical little whore.

all logic goes straight out of the window and there’s a huge fear of inadequacy and i do things and think things that really make no sense at all.

looking at collars makes kitty’s tummy jump all over the place.

not to have talked to my daddy for so long.

my stomach keeps jumping like there’s something wrong :’(

maybe it would do me some good to just detatch myself from everybody for a little while.

green envy seeps
through red-hot veins
black thoughts then blue
white hope away

her purple prince
now, grey he seems
the brown result
of yellow dreams.

and that’s scary as fuck.

when i see a nice long cock i immediately imagine myself riding it.

sexslut-whore:

• i call myself kitty
• i am tall
• i adore the colours pink and purple
• i have some skeletons but i am trying not to let them hinder my life anymore
• i have a weird mind
• i’m a pervert
• i hate making decisions, but it’s time to be a big girl
• i love writing
• i love photography
• i hate violence but
• i am massively intrigued by it
• i (try to) write good splatterpunk horror
• i would like to be a better dancer and become more flexible
• i have a slight oral fixation
• i think my family is hindering my growth as a person
• i need to grow some balls and tell them
• i have looked suicide in the eye a few times
• i tend to ignore problems rather than address them
• i have a baby voice i use when i’m aroused or scared (or both)
• i want to get my tongue pierced
• i think i give very good head
• if there isn’t a lollipop in my bag when i need one, i get upset
• i cry easy
• i don’t like change
• my hair is my strength; if it looks good i’m generally happy
• i’m a good liar when i need to be
• i’m scared of moths and super heavy thunderstorms
• i don’t like being fussed over
• i respond well to being told what to do
• i have sleeping problems
• i get awkward with compliments
• i talk to myself a lot
• i have attachment issues (clinger alert)
• i don’t think i’m really capable of love
• my weakness are sweets, i have a massive sweet tooth
• i love eminem
• i’m clumsy
• i can be a massive flirt
• i am stubborn
• i’m not scared of them but i don’t like heights and
• i’m a tad sexual.

• i use gallows humour to cope with situations out of my control
• i’m easily influenced once i let my guard down
• i get anxious when i find i’ve made grammatical errors in my speech/writing
• i’m neither a pessimist nor an optimist
• i’m either really happy or really sad, rarely in between
• i work extremely well under pressure
• i enjoy sucking dick, it empowers me
• i enjoy feeling little, and being babied
• i’m currently in a writing slump, and it’s killing me a little bit
• i plan to get out of this house as soon as possible
• which seems like a couple of years the way things are going
• i love being petted behind my ears and having my cheeks stroked
• i love cuddles with an ever-growing passion
• i love calling partners “daddy;” it just feels right to me
• i only call one person daddy right now, and my daddy means a lot to me
• i always have a feeling i will fuck things up
• i consider myself a feminist in all respects outside of relationships
• i argue with myself a lot, out loud sometimes. it’s soothing
• i still sleep with a blanket if i’m sleeping alone
• i get off on fear, being scared, being in danger (in a controlled environment)
• i always push boundaries and rules to gauge their seriousness
• i write fanfiction (no, i will not link you haha)
• my dream career would be an author of horror, ya fiction and erotica novels
• i believe out of ten, my writing is a steady five, as i believe i need to develop more flair and command 
• parts of my mind scare me, but i wish to explore them with somebody equally as fucked as i am
• i don’t know how i would raise my children, but i would definitely not make them feel like i feel